This whole Redlight business is getting out of hand. I wish there was something, anything I could do to help. I still think we should have been more prudent before voting like that. First rule of a hostage negotiation is to receive proof that the hostages are indeed alive and well. Oh well, no point in worrying about that. What's done is done.
I just hope he does let that woman go.
Yeah... I'm trying to trust Robert.
ReplyDeleteReally hoping that it was the right choice.
It's not that I don't trust Robert, I do. It's just... making rash decisions like that doesn't seem like the smartest move.
ReplyDeleteAlthough, sometimes the smartest move is the worst move one could possibly make.
If we had waited, maybe Redlight would have toyed with us more. Maybe we would have messed up more.
ReplyDeleteMaybe we're messing up right now.
I can't stop thinking about this - my mind just keeps going in circles. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't think I ever did.
Stormy, I've got a technique my mom taught to me when I was a little girl. It helps me when I have my... episodes.
ReplyDeleteGrab onto something. I like to lean against the wall. As silly as it may seem, touch it and tell yourself that it's real. Out loud. Actually say the words "This is real" it doesn't count if you don't say it. It'll keep you grounded, and might help with your thinking in circles.
It's too late to second guess ourselves now. Robert will either succeed or fail. If he fails we'll have to deal with the consequences as they come. Until then, we can't worry about it. It's not real until it is, you know?